For the last 10~ years, I've always organized a big brunch and after march party in my apartment. A lot of people. We're taking around up to 50-60 people passing through my doors on the biggest years. And this year I organized nothing, told people well in advance, had hoped that sometime else would take the reins or at the very least invite me to their plans. Nothing. No one. 10 years of working to bring people together and I'm the one left alone in the end. Heart broken