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@onuryasar A lot of the fandom hates on this storyline. It's not my fave but I never saw a giant problem with it myself π€·
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@sunyata Yeah. I think that's what I often forget: that the limits are physical. I might be able to will myself through certain situations on the short term, but I'll always come up to the hard limit that is my body. I like the hiking anaology.
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@jake4480 Hahaha You got it. I'm Cancer.
"But in person or on phone? Whew." => I felt this in my bones.
Yeah, I'm trying to figure out what this new period of my life is going to be about. I will miss a lot of people, but I think the constellation of my relationships is shifting.
I just realized: constellation... astrology. Freudian "slip" I guess!
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@stevegis_ssg 100% And I think the people who don't count as someone it's because they know sitting together in a room, doing separate things is actually nice for you and hopefully for them too. Togetherness doesn't have to be proven. I'm not sure if it's the same for your husband, but that's how it feels for me.
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@Trotay Oh I don't know if I have *all* the context but I've been doing my best to follow as an, uh, late comer to France. We can have a cheeky little cocktail/beer/wine over video chat and I'll do my best to explain if you want :)
"gurl, Barnier is a mess. He was like, I'm gonna break the dawn with this 49.3 okuuuur but the far left and the far right had a kiki and said "sashay away, ya fuckin' mess that move is tiiiiiiired and REtired" and snatchedπallπourπwigs"
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Trotay replied to https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1733373254/
@donthatedontkill I was reading about the political challenges in France and was like...dang, wish you were chatting with me to explain this.... I feel like Im missing too much context hahaha
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Is it possible to feel homesick for a country that's not yours? For whatever reason, I miss Colombia. While I was there I complained, I was annoyed with things, but I loved that year of my life. I loved the people I met, the adventures I had, and I miss American culture. (Not USian, American.)
France is great. The quality of life is good. But Americans they are not, and I miss the sense of community, optimism and acceptance that is uniquely American. I β€οΈ you, Colombia.
#colombia #america
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Steve Gisselbrecht replied to https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1733434800/
@donthatedontkill
Oh, absolutely. I miss people if I don't see them, I love my friends, but also it's exhausting and after a (very enjoyable!) social occasion I want very badly to be alone (or alone with my husband, who somehow doesn't count as someone else for these purposes) to recharge.2024-12-05T23:07:49Z 1:07:49 AM 12/6/2024 -
sunyata replied to https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1733434800/
I really like hiking, but obviously there is only so much I can do in one day. Or should do, else the next day is going to suck.
I try to have the same mindset when it comes to social interactions. They cost energy. I might not have enough to do the amount I would like to do. And some might not be worth the hassle.
If I want to improve, I need to practice and prepare better. And keep in mind that there are physical limits to what is possible for me.
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Do you all ever feel this way? I really like people. I want to talk to them, understand them, laugh with them, cry with them, live with them, be in communion with them... But that means speaking, moderating myself, doing interpersonal math, and really just a lot of needless overhead. Does anyone understand the feeling I'm trying to name?
#humans #actuallyautistic #communication #togetherfeeling #thinking #humanism
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So one of the reasons they motivated me to come to Rennes was that I wanted to "be someone else" for a little moment. And I think before I fall asleep tonight, I should think about who I want to be. Tomorrow.
I wanted to go somewhere where no one knows me and be a different person. What mask do I want to try on for a full day?
(Also: PERSONA!!! π₯π)
#persona #persona5 #immigrant #leftism #identity #ego #masks #actuallyautistic #rennes #escape #travelling #identity #ego
2024-11-29T21:30:00Z 11:30:00 PM 11/29/2024
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A Manifesto? - Part 1: New Ways of Being
I have an idea rattling around in my head. An embryo of an idea. A little intellectual itch nagging at me. A perpetual refrain when my mind idles and looks for the nearest thing to alight on. A not...
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The dreams continue.
During my nap, in the dream I woke up from it but not for real. There was someone strangely in my apartment. Seemed kind of lost. I asked who he was and why he was here and he just left. Then I wen...
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More dreams
I just woke up from another bad dream. I'm not sure if you can call this one a nightmare because I normal associate them with fear and this was sadness, stress. Stuff happened before but the part I...
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The Rise of Endymion
Dan Simmons
Total playtime in the last two weeks
8.02 hours
Apps I've created and use regularly
- An app I made to help budget tracking in Rust
- An app for meal planning, macro tracking that can also make a shopping list!
- A command line app to synchronize my Habitica account to my gmail calendar
- A watch face for WearOS that provides a visual calendar and punctual alerts for people with time blindness