donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
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donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.Oh no, not me again staring into the camera during a meeting frustrated about the dispersed nature of our conversation before finally telling the whole executive board to stay focused and methodical and to go line by line in the excel I prepared and answer my questions.
My jaw aches from clenching it for about 45 minutes straight. The stess of trying to keep up with the rapidly changing topics and also finding where to interject was a lot.#actuallyautistic #neurodivergent #work
2026-01-19T09:29:00Z 11:29:00 AM 1/19/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-17T22:44:45Z 12:44:45 AM 1/18/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-17T22:44:17Z 12:44:17 AM 1/18/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.In reply to:@ciredutempsEsme Emotionally ok and emotional intelligence aren't the same for me. I'm definitely not emotionally ok haha but I like to think I have a good level of emotional intelligence
2026-01-17T09:21:25Z 11:21:25 AM 1/17/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
donthatedontkill replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768606740/
@ciredutempsEsme Emotionally ok and emotional intelligence aren't the same for me. I'm definitely not emotionally ok haha but I like to think I have a good level of emotional intelligence
2026-01-17T09:21:25Z 11:21:25 AM 1/17/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-17T09:17:43Z 11:17:43 AM 1/17/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.So just got finished talking (briefly) to a rare gay French guy who calls himself poly. And it was kind of weird. I'll spare the details but I think what was "weird" about that interaction is that I expect (maybe naively) poly people to be more emotionally intelligent. That was not the case.
Long story short: I'm fucked. I should just become a monk and call it a life.
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#France #poly #polyamorous #polyamoreux #love #emotionalIntelligence
2026-01-16T23:38:00Z 1:38:00 AM 1/17/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-16T09:45:09Z 11:45:09 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-16T09:35:15Z 11:35:15 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
donthatedontkill replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768520250/
@ahtynon Thanks :) Yeah, I think I just need a break from... a lot of things
2026-01-16T09:35:15Z 11:35:15 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.In reply to:@ahtynon J'en ai parlé un peu vite fait au Nouvel An. La solution à plusieurs problèmes que j'ai était évident donc.... Dry January, February, March, April, May.... Probablement pas June quand même. Haha
2026-01-16T09:34:44Z 11:34:44 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
donthatedontkill replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768550687/
@ahtynon J'en ai parlé un peu vite fait au Nouvel An. La solution à plusieurs problèmes que j'ai était évident donc.... Dry January, February, March, April, May.... Probablement pas June quand même. Haha
2026-01-16T09:34:44Z 11:34:44 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
Ahtynon replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768520250/
@donthatedontkill I’m always here to talk if you want to… just breaks my heart to read about you hearting like that, if there is anything i can do to help Im only a text away ????????
2026-01-16T09:07:05Z 11:07:05 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
Ahtynon replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768550687/
@donthatedontkill c’est nul ! Mais c’est peut-être juste lié à une alimentation trop riche le soir… félicitations en tout cas pour ta sobriété ! ????????
2026-01-16T09:01:14Z 11:01:14 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-16T08:16:16Z 10:16:16 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.In reply to:@small_cypress Same. I've been wanting to just stay in for some amount of time, but part of that feels like defeat, and I don't know what to do.
2026-01-16T08:15:09Z 10:15:09 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
donthatedontkill replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768520250/
@small_cypress Same. I've been wanting to just stay in for some amount of time, but part of that feels like defeat, and I don't know what to do.
2026-01-16T08:15:09Z 10:15:09 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.In reply to:@bazkie Doing my best. But there's not a lot. I'm very disappointed in the willful ignorance (and perhaps cowardice?) of a lot of the people around me.
2026-01-16T08:14:20Z 10:14:20 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.
donthatedontkill replied to
https://mycabinetofcuriosities.com/notes/1768520250/
@bazkie Doing my best. But there's not a lot. I'm very disappointed in the willful ignorance (and perhaps cowardice?) of a lot of the people around me.
2026-01-16T08:14:20Z 10:14:20 AM 1/16/2026 -
donthatedontkill
- Nantes, France
- June 25, 1986
- Fullstack developer
I am an alien. And I don't really understand what's going on. Sorry.
My other profilesThis site uses microformats and accepts webmentions.You can also subscribe for monthly email updates here.2026-01-16T08:13:18Z 10:13:18 AM 1/16/2026
- Blog posts
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My Ango: An anti-movational post
About three months ago I posted this photo, which was a plan for the Fall 2025 Ango[1]
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Marry me!!! is the last thing you expect at 2am
I just got home and I need to write about an experience I just had that I'm still trying to understand.
I had left a friend's house after a nice little dinner and had decided to take one of t...
1:58:00 AM 6/28/2025 -
Spiders in the web: Hyperion's Farcasters and Technofeudalism
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Slump (A poem)
Wind rushing by my ears
Branches slap my face
Speed increasing
As gravity drags me down
Into its bosom
Woosh, whack, whiz
As I wake up
To a once hidden nightmare....
4:26:00 PM 12/19/2024 -
A Manifesto? - Part 1: New Ways of Being
I have an idea rattling around in my head. An embryo of an idea. A little intellectual itch nagging at me. A perpetual refrain when my mind idles and looks for the nearest thing to alight on. A noti...
4:06:00 PM 10/13/2024
Ecotopia emerging
Ernest Callenbach
Total playtime in the last two weeks
11.17 hours
Fear & Hunger 2: Termina
F&H 2: Termina is oppressive, relentless and hopeless. A mix of jRPG and Survival Horror. Turn-based combat meets resource management. 3 days to explore the wicked town of Prehevil and find out about its dark secrets. 3 days until the pale and sickly green moon rises at its apex. Termina is upon us!
4.17 hours in the last two weeks
Himawari - The Sunflower -
After jointly founding the so-called Space Club, Youichi and his friend Amamiya Ginga, the son of Amamiya Daigo, spent their school days building a rocket -- until one fateful night, a mysterious young girl called Aries crash-lands near them, her memories also lost from the shock of the landing.
4.1 hours in the last two weeks
Despotism 3k
Humanity is enslaved by an AI… which is awesome, because we’re on the right side of the conflict. Exploit puny humans to extract power and build your own empire!
2.28 hours in the last two weeks
Heavy Rain
Experience a gripping psychological thriller filled with innumerable twists and turns. The hunt is on for a murderer known only as the Origami Killer. Four characters, each following their own leads, must take part in a desperate attempt to prevent the killer from claiming a new victim.
21 minutes in the last two weeks
100% Orange Juice
100% Orange Juice is a digital multiplayer board game populated by developer Orange Juice's all-star cast. Characters from Flying Red Barrel, QP Shooting, Suguri and Sora come together with all-new characters to duke it out... with dice.
13 minutes in the last two weeks
Banana Hell: Mountain of Madness
Jump your way to get the blue diamond as you try to survive a very annoying banana monologue! A REALLY HARD game!
2 minutes in the last two weeks
Rat Quest
In this platformer, jumping will be your main mechanic as you climb the level, each jump matters, if you miss a jump, you have to restart. You may be small but so are the platforms.
1 minutes in the last two weeks
Apps I've created and use regularly
- An app I made to help budget tracking in Rust
- An app for meal planning, macro tracking that can also make a shopping list!
- A command line app to synchronize my Habitica account to my gmail calendar
- A watch face for WearOS that provides a visual calendar and punctual alerts for people with time blindness